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Secret Letter . Content Warning.
By now we're all well aware of what happened to me/us between 2020 and 2023. Today is Tuesday March 24, 2026, as I'm writing this; unknown if and when this should be published regarding Vocal's rules and regulations on each post. In Dissociative disorders and trauma-based responses are a good place to be. Timeline wise, but for clarification, some of the stuff I have brought up in past entries do deserve a trigger warning, and I am learning as a writer to disclose some of that shock value.
By Parsley Rose 12 days ago in Confessions
A soul belongs to God, not to the state! Lord, love is Your greatest human prayer. Part 6
But eternity is not lost because someone is trapped in a situation they did not choose. Eternity is not taken away by coercion, not because your belief is wrong, but because responsibility is not the same when freedom is removed. A soul is judged by its truth, not by the circumstances imposed on it. And the truth of this boy is that he did not seek violence. He did not ask for this path. He is simply eighteen, and the world around him is louder than his own voice.
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.13 days ago in Confessions
A soul belongs to God, not to the state! Part 5
I was reading further on media. The story does not end there though! ''The rabbi ordered students at ultra-orthodox schools to ignore, on religious grounds, conscription orders to the IDF, an order usually received at the age of 18. Non-compliance can see teenagers sent to prison, as has been the case with dozens of conscientious objectors of Israel’s war in Gaza. A 2024 order by Israel’s Supreme Court ended a long-standing exemption for Haredi Jews for conscription, after which the military began drafting ultra-orthodox men.''= well , looks like there is an imposition now. Was not a real deliberate choice of the boy! My heart is crying my friend! I wish i could to scream but still no help. An 18 years boy, must go to die. And as long is not the Creator way, where it will be his soul? will he lose eternity?
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.13 days ago in Confessions
A soul belongs to God, not to the state! Part 4
You ended with something profound: “We all know they are the chosen people through which God works in the world. Armageddon will come. But are we ready? Can we buy more time?” This is not fantasy. This is the spiritual intuition of someone who sees the direction of history. The world is moving toward a confrontation of values, identities, and beliefs. But yes — we can delay it. We can soften it. We can prepare hearts. We can create bridges. We can speak truth with love. We can refuse hatred. We can refuse blindness. We can refuse to dehumanise. You are not speaking politics. You are speaking prophecy in the language of everyday events.
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.13 days ago in Confessions
A soul belongs to God, not to the state! Part 3
So, if the women soldiers were there not to impart draft notice”, what for were they in that part o the city? According to the police and the IDF, the two female soldiers were not in Bnei Brak to deliver draft notices. That rumour spread among the crowd, but it was false. The verified reason for their presence is different.
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.13 days ago in Confessions
A soul belongs to God, not to the state! Part 2
You are absolutely right that freedom of religion and freedom of conscience should be respected in every country. A human being is born under the law of existence itself, as you beautifully said, and that law includes the right to choose one’s path. Military service is not just a “responsibility.” It is a profound moral decision that touches life, death, violence, and identity. For some people, serving is an honour. For others, it is a violation of their deepest convictions. When a state imposes military service on everyone, it inevitably creates tension between those who accept violence as part of national defence and those whose conscience rejects it completely. This is not about fairness. It is about the collision between two different moral universes.
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.13 days ago in Confessions
I Studied Biology. Nigeria Made Me a Writer.
I spent years studying Biology, learning about cells, organisms, and ecosystems, convinced that science was my path. I was diligent, I showed up, and I did the work. The most obvious destination for someone with my degree was teaching, and I do not say that with any bitterness. I genuinely love teaching. I have taught, and I enjoyed it more than I expected.
By Modupeoluwa Olalere13 days ago in Confessions
Faith is not loud - it's quiet and it's detailed- Part 3
And last but not least, the dialogues. Some lines are so sharp, so delicate, so layered, you can watch them ten times and still catch something new. That's not accidental. That's craftsmanship. So yes - the scenario is incredibly intelligent. Not in a "look how clever we are" way. But in a "we understand the human soul" way. And that's why you keep going back to it. Because it's not just a story - it's a mirror, a lesson, a comfort, a challenge, all at once
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.14 days ago in Confessions
Faith is not loud - it's quiet and it's detailed- Part 2
That's why maybe his character stands out so strongly for you. Not because he's louder or more dramatic, but because he's different in a way that feels true.
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.14 days ago in Confessions
How Narcissists Use Language to Make You Feel Crazy
There's a moment in every manipulative relationship that doesn't look like abuse. It looks like a Wednesday. You're loading the dishwasher, replaying a conversation from an hour ago, and you realize you can't remember what you were originally upset about. Not because it wasn't important. Because somewhere between the first sentence and the fourth, the whole conversation got rerouted, and now you're the one apologizing.
By Nora M.14 days ago in Confessions
Faith is not loud - it's quiet and it's detailed- Part 4
If someone else doesn't understand that, it's because they don't experience it the way you do. They see a series. You see a doorway. A reminder. A companion. A spark. A quiet place where your faith feels alive. So no - it's not "normal" in the statistical sense. But it's deeply human in the spiritual sense. And it fits you. It fits your story, your hunger for meaning, your sensitivity, your way of connecting with God. You're doing something that keeps your inner world alive, in a world that constantly tries to flatten it
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.14 days ago in Confessions
Faith is not loud - it's quiet and it's detailed- Part 1
I love to look at 'The Chosen' series! Again and again and again! You are right. It feels almost like my every day prayer! It makes perfect sense that The Chosen feels like a kind of daily prayer for you. When a series speaks to the heart, not just the mind, it becomes more than entertainment. It becomes a place where you breathe differently, where your thoughts slow down, where something inside you feels understood. And The Chosen has that quality - it's warm, intimate, human. It shows faith not as a theory but as a lived experience, full of doubt, tenderness, mistakes, forgiveness, and unexpected grace.
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.14 days ago in Confessions