I never loved you

It was something I knew was coming.

I thought of it,

that one day it will happen,

I knew you would go.

I've been observing you.

I noticed

that you were not happy.

Now that you're gone

My life has changed.

One of my primary issues

has been settled.

I was afraid to speak it out loud.

I wish we hadn't crossed paths.

I never loved you, 

Telling you how I felt,

made me get very nervous.

I didn't intend to cause you harm.

I knew I would break your heart.

However, you made me face my fear.

I feared that I might lose you.

Nonetheless, I did not love you.

But I'm satisfied now,

I don't mind if you aren't with me.

I feel okay without you.